smillingwithouttears

ACHTUNG!

2009-04-07T05:32:00.002+08:00

aku badu ngena blog tok, tok laman blog baru aku:

i've moved to a new blog here:

http://www.benjaminujang.blogspot.com

terima kasih, thank you.

ATTENTION!!! NO POST TILL THE END OF GAWAI!!!

2006-05-20T17:05:00.000+08:00

due of gawai n my @#$^ assignment.....no post till august.....i don wanna fail my subjects....so i need blog holiday.........!!!!!! "selamat ari gawai ngirup pengayu anang kelalu udu"

"PENGANAN"

2006-04-22T01:22:00.000+08:00

Penganan!! nadai nama bukai ka..?? lighting gambar tuk ngena api belajar jak "study lamp" hehehe...gamal baka ambik bak studio...thank u william laban dah ngasuh aku minjau "study lamp" dek....sebenarya ya penganan gagak aku ndak semua baka tuk...tuk ya ka manah jak baru tau diambi gambar...ya ke lain nyak ndak baka gamal penganan...

penganan....citarasa urang iban...hehehe...ndak alah bala bloggers bukai mantai ka utai dempa belama...aku kak meh nitih...laban ngasai diri empu ndak nemu manduk lauk, ngagak kue nemu mimit, jadi aku mantai ka tuk meh kue ketemu aku ulih digaga aku...kue bukai ulih gak tang mayuh gik kue tradisional iban jakla..baka kue sepit, sarang semut, tupek(paling senang), popcorn iban(inda ingat namaya..??) Puteri....nemu ngagak penganan nuan?? tuk penganan gagak aku empu tuk...resepi ulih ari mak aku la...enggau bisi la "secret recipe" ya...!!! anang tetengok nuan Puteri....!!!

"MAYAU"

2006-04-16T16:18:00.000+08:00

miaoooo!!!!!! mayau nyak kebuah nama ya mayau kot..laban munyi ya ngenkiyau..kati enggau apai ribai munyi mayau sida ya nge"cat" pia?? enggau melayu nge"kucing"??? nganti enggau cina ka sesama "mao" ko sida ya..bisi ngerimbas mimit...btw nyak gambar mayau aku ke benama "remaung" bisi sekeda nyebutya rimau..ndak nemu aku ni kebetul?? jako iban tok kelalu "komplikated"....slang pen ndak sebaka, nitih ka ai ko urg tuai...nitih ka ai?? bakani ka jako ulih nitih ka ai deh?? macam2....

"SIRATMAN"

2006-04-13T19:29:00.000+08:00

tok maya Culture Night bak MMU, hahaha...macam2 fizikal bala iban diatu, nganti sida ya tinggi tubuh kurus, bisi pengering tang pandak, udahnya bisi gak pagek-pandak eng "sihat" uji baka munya suba aki kitai besai tegap tinggi tubuh sida ya...kebuah ya plaba ko aku kitai ndak baka sida aki kitai suba ketegal utai dempa kemaya ari, fastfood la..snack..macam agi la...udahnya baka aku asuh makai sayur uii...dikelaung nyak...nadai jako sayur dalam pemakai aku...nyak suba la...tang diatu nadai ko enggau empa jak la...nyak pen dalam kuantiti ka mimit...engka ka nguji nyadi vege aku...meda baka ulih ndak, jadi, bala nembiak kemaya ari makai meh enggau cara betul serta makai utai ke bisi khasiat...-bakala aki kitai suba makai utai ka sihat...sida ya ngirup TUAK, nginsap insap SEMAKAU- engka imuniti badan sida ya kuat kot nya kebuah utainya nadai ngacau pengerai sida..!!

"CARA NGENA SIRAT!!!!"

2006-04-09T18:57:00.000+08:00

sirat...uihhh..kati baka nganti diatu iban agi ngena sirat?? gerenti ndak boroi perut bala laki iban...nganti ya boroi hahaha...malu la ya...munyi ko eddie ari borneo ink ya senang jak ka ngelai "cityboy" bak rumah panjai...perut sida ya boroi or sida ya slobby hehehe...tang bisi gak kurus kerengkey biasala ndak kala gawa berat...nganti aku asuh ngatong guni berau udah ndak alah, buruk, lembau ni ka kering isi??

"MMU east malaysian culture day" part-3

2006-04-05T15:04:00.000+08:00

perengka2 kena miring bebelah pinang...sireh, pinang, telo manuk, enggau daun semakau..macha leka jako sebayan..

eee...ditu pen ketawa gak kumang tok...

pun pisang curi...

ooohaaaa.....1..2..3..4.5..6..7.......

s'bnarya kak tetak julius jak rekong manok nya...nadai ko enggau...kelalu violence..

belilah manik buatan sarawak....

aram nyumpit....

instrument...tawak, engkerumong, gendang (bendai ndak peda)

andau ol skool..

pama wai...bc rumah panjai bak MMU cyberjaya...."SMART RUMAH PANJAI"

pedis ni nengah andau nya...

tuk meh gaya stage...(penemu nembiak kemaya ari)

jamming lok....

"MMU east malaysian culture day" part-2

2006-04-04T18:35:00.001+08:00

Pantang Iban"Iban Tattoo"hehehe...

okehh...first of all draw the outline "baka la aku tok kala mantang amai2"hahha...baka la aku mantang ngena "machine"....sampai bakanya gamal bernard...

watever...ka tembu dak...

simpai....

pheww...done...!!!

"MMU east malaysian culture day"

2006-04-03T18:35:00.000+08:00

KUMANG "tetak"

"tetak" agik...
agik juak nya "tetak"...nang kompom nya tok oleh title Kumang "tetak"

at last...sik nya "tetak" agik....

"KIDS!!!! PLEASE......DO TRY THIS AT HOME!!!"

2006-03-15T17:40:00.000+08:00

first of all.....build the "batang macis construction" with macis la...

macis "KING KONG" is the best...
first try...macis padam laban bc ribut...hehehe...this is't...

"what it is to BURN" hehe..lets burn it...

progressing....

burn baby, burn baby.....almost.....

aftermath....jan 11 burning all the 50 "batang macis"

-ABIS-
KIDS!!! PLEASE DO TRY THIS AT HOME!!
venue that day tanju rumah panjai -actually dampa- sengan, sibu, sarawak ...inik anang nganu brangku bak tanju bc bekau angus..baka la inik aku nemu online..!!

"DESTINATION=KANOWIT!!!"

2006-03-13T00:02:00.000+08:00

"DESTINATION=KANOWIT!!!" part-2: SIBU AIRPORT

2006-03-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

"DESTINATION=KANOWIT!!!" part-3: FERRY DURIN

2006-03-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

hehe...awyn...

-THE END-part 1&2
will be continued....
this becoming GAWAI....!!

"from first to last"

2006-03-12T14:55:00.000+08:00

bes....currently listenin to this band!!! cd ciplak la....RM 10 hahaha...original kelalu mahal RM 100, support the PIRACY!!! or u can burn it from your "nearby" friends!!! hehehe....

"a place called PARADISE"

2006-03-07T17:23:00.000+08:00

"PULAU LI HUA" hahaha....

"GOTHic"

2006-03-07T10:20:00.000+08:00

"nothing nice comics"

2006-03-05T02:42:00.000+08:00

"Boots and Braces""EMO SUCKS"

search for more at http://www.nothingnice.com

"i'm the STRAIGHT EDGERS"

2006-03-05T02:25:00.000+08:00

i do drink but only on "special ocassion" like GAWAI...hehehe......

"farewelltomia"

2006-03-05T01:56:00.000+08:00

"SENIOR"

2006-03-05T01:48:00.000+08:00

"dennis the menace"

"azam is...azam lah.."

"POSER"

2006-03-05T01:41:00.000+08:00

hehehhe.......

"market no more"

2006-03-05T01:31:00.000+08:00

one of the greatest place to chill out....

"year of the HELMET dog"

2006-03-05T01:20:00.000+08:00

hasil tangan sik tauk goden mun sik dennis mun sik azam....sapa molah tok aa...??? aku ada juak lpak kat ctok malam ya...

"sRB's art"

2006-03-05T01:11:00.000+08:00

tok erol direjeck girlfrenya hehehe....

"small REJECT BOX"

2006-03-05T00:50:00.000+08:00

bb-bassist/songs/lyrics/vocal/scream/sRB's MASTERMIND
carlos-drummer

erol-lead guitar/screams

is-rhtym/vocal

wen-vocal

"givinglove.."t's art!

2006-03-05T00:42:00.000+08:00

"menang ngelucuk"

2006-03-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

hahhaha......sapa menang ngelucuk??? hehehe...gerenti miak NERD...bb a.k.a MASTERMIND band SMALL REJECT BOX, sori bb...jatuh ditangga ke-2 NICO jiran belakang rumah ( maya agik mit suba slalu berandau bak ujung bilik, soalan paling famous "UDAH MAKAI DEK??" ) udah makai dek nico..?? no-3 teifak the emotic kid ( mala jak don't trust girl ) elek fak....nak last skali mesti la IS the TARZAN OOOooooo.......plentey jak is...

"donald of thirty days of night"

2006-03-04T21:59:00.000+08:00

hehhe....sori donol aku ndak minta permission dek ngayan ka gamal dek ka endak "sigat" tok hehhe....anyway, ya tok manah eng sewel mimit....maya agik bak sukun subak aku slalu ngemai ya nurun semayang kadang2 nurun kadang2 ndak...udahnya cuti sem 1 sarinya ya mai aku nurun semayang aku gak enggai...hehehe...ilak meh aku cuti sem 2 tuk semayang belama tua ari minggu....anang enggai dek!!!

"emotic person"

2006-03-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

tok aku eng donol...eman benung ngayan ka body keringkey ya..benung layan tinduk, dahla ngigau maya tinduk...ngasai diri empu sigat unggal kitai donol tok...hehehe...boyfren N_ _ _ E hehhe...anang nganu donol....kirim salam agi gerek dek hehhe...

"thirty days of night"

2006-03-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

toklah band terulung ngan "tebilang" dalam abad ke-21, juara kugiran!! hehehe...kat sebelah kiri skali DONALD NINGKAN, pasya JOSEPH KANG DAI HUAT, NURSALMAN, ngan APA...???? NAJIB....nang sik ensem la miak kat band tok...semua kdak WASTED jak...nang WASTED juak daknya dolok, s'blum dak nya jadik "30DON" nama band daknya dolok WASTED YOUTH, band punk rock SUKUN la tok dolok, knek tok jadik EMO daknya, sik tauk maybe next year jadik BOYBAND daknya hehhee..bagus apa BOYBAND ya kdak band ndak mala jak ngembak lagu "LIKE A STONE" tauk2 la, duit ada, studio ada, instrument complete, mok molah album anytime, tapi...sik tauk nak madah gik...apa jadik ngan daknya, dengar mok ngeluar EP, ni nya...?? miak SUKUN kitakorg iboh jadik kdak tok....keep up the good work...iboh ngelasak gilak...klah, last word "MAJULAH S.M.C UNTUK SUKUN" S.M.C ya ( SUKUN MUSIC COMMUNITY ) bukan SIBU MUNICIPAL COUNCIL cewahhh...ada perumpamaan juak music commnity kat sukun tok!!!

"sukun's avenue"

2006-03-04T20:58:00.000+08:00

tok teifak molah tok...(bukan nama sebenar) nama benar nya JOSEPH KANG DAI HUAT hohooho...kedak nama tokey ikan jak, eh..salah tok tokey ikan dah ada dah nya diam kat jalan lada, subak diau bak sukun, udah bisi mayuh duit meli rumah baru bak jalai lada, nyak pen ndak jauh ari sukun, jiran tetangga sukun jak, sori yee ahping (kada ya nemu blog aku tok?) anyway, looking for me..?? clue..someone who sitting in front of the door...and watch out for the t'shirt d.i.y actually with teifak helps and some others emo kid ( makan jak tauk...ngabis indomie aku jak..."sik guna!" oitt...mun kitak org nang miak sukun, tinggal msg kat tagboard aku oii....!!! boring mai...dahla sem 2 abis 3 JUNE arghhh...ndak eng GAWAI la tok...auss......ndak ngawa pulai aku malam nyak gak....3 aribula enam...arap2 la agi rami...!!! sapa2 bak sibu ninggal ka aku mimit bala sida kue eng ai bisa ( eh...aku straight edge ndak ngirup...) ai oren ka, ai menit ka....barang ai bc diak meh...!!!

"book of romance"

2006-03-04T13:26:00.000+08:00

"Book Of Romance"

open the book of romance,
searching on for something i knew,
still never see the truth,
without meaning in my new life,
after all that i've done,
like doves left by you, will never flew,
for thousands year i runaway,
the answers still remain till today let me stay,
reveal what left forgotten,

and so, i will,
waiting for the seasons to fall at the end of the year,
nothing that makes me fear,
do you still?

believe me,
( i will )
trust me,
( i will )
forgive me behalf of your side,

burning sun has stopped chasing me,
the devil burns me to free,
my angel gives me your mercy,
release the unfaithful,
i begged on bended knee,
never falls again till heaven cry,
( never let heaven cry )
answers rested with me till i die,
( answers rested till i die )

and so, i will,
waiting for seasons to fall at the end of the year,
nothing that makes me fear,
do you still?

believe me,
( i will )
trust me,
( i will )
forgive me,
( i will )
behalf of your side...

"something can't last forever"

2006-03-04T13:08:00.000+08:00

"Something Can't Last Forever"

Look deep inside your eyes,
i lied that i hate you,
cause no one love me like you do,
falls again after all we've been through,
as yesterdays younger get me older,
these feels can't take us together,
these tears make me feels better,

something can't last forever,
dont' waste your time,
( take me down )
so deep without light,
( i lost my sight )
end up on you,

hear your voice again,
i smile for a while,
miss you for all my life,
so sweet on our valentine,
left with your kiss every time,
like this is our first time,
as yesterdays younger get me older,
these feels can't take us together,
these tears make me feels better,

something can't last forever,
don't waste your time,
( take me down )
so deep without light,
( i lost my sight )
end up on you,
so sweet on our valentine,
left me with your kiss,
like this is our last time,
and this is our last time,
our last time,
our last time...

"i shouldn't be ALIVE!"

2006-03-04T12:41:00.000+08:00

"giving love for my girl sucks!"

2006-03-04T11:50:00.000+08:00

"last goodbye"

2006-03-04T11:46:00.000+08:00

"Last Goodbye"

Tonite...
i'm alone,
without you,
without you healing my old wounds it cut so deeply,
so disgraceful as you see,
just let me bleed for a while i will be fine,
this would be our last summer,
before you gone with your wonderful delicacy,
left me with your kiss and roses remind me to miss you,

and tonite take my heart you'ld understand,
i've been crying this time waiting for your answer,
silently commit my suicide,
let me die in heaven i promise,
i would take you with me,
i scream but you could hear me,
i lost my voice and now you'ld leave me,

tonite...
i'm alone,
without you,
without you so i cut it deeply,
you would see i'm dying in your eyes,
( i'm relief you could see me )
so disgraceful as you see,
( close your eyes wrap it full blindly )
this is the last time i'll be gone,
( say goodbye for last time )
i'll be gone,
i'll be gone,
tonite...
you would see i'm dying in your eyes,
(i'm relief you could see me )
so disgraceful as you see,
( close your eyes wrap it full blindly )
this is the last time i'll be gone,
( say goodbye for last time )
left me with your sweet kiss,
i'm sorry for last time,
i'll be gone,
and i'll be gone...